Too late

I regret not cherishing us enough when we were together, and taking your love for granted. I regret flaring up over every small thing, and always assuming that you will be here for me no matter what. I regret not holding on tightly enough, when you gave me so many second chances. I regret feeling jealous, and possessive and hateful, and most of all I regret distrusting you, giving you so much hurt. If I could turn back time, I will trust you with the whole of myself like you trusted me. But I do not regret giving my heart and my love to you. I do not regret all the time spent with you, all the effort it takes to stay together. I do not regret all the smiles and tears, and I don't regret we were once so close, but so far now. I still miss you and I don't want to give up on us, but I think it's time to move on.

A song, a picture, that smell - it takes so little to break down the walls I've built. So many memories, I'm so scared of forgetting and being forgotten.