I would kill to have a bento set in my hands now.

Today

I feel happy with my life right now. I feel that I'm smiling more than I ever did. Did I smile often in the past? Somebody have to give me the answer to that. Maybe it's the freedom that I never used to have, or that I no longer have to feel guilty for every minute I stop to rest and every time I think of breaking free.

Happy birthday Dearie.

Sometimes

Sometimes I just want to run away and curl up in a corner and block out faces, sounds, strangers. I just want to hear myself think. I want to be surrounded by familiarity. Sometimes the opposite happens.

Now

Drums lessons are not what I expected. My right hand is totally useless. Work is getting monotonous, I think I'm getting used to it - the screaming customers, talking to strangers, smiling. There's somebody at work I find very funny, I'm glad he got the same shift as me. I think I'm actually growing up - there's a lot of things that I view differently now.

New Year's Resolutions

I will be a nicer person.
I will be a more polite person.
I will be a more sociable person.
I will be a more mature person.
I will be a person I like.