Point Of No Return and disbelief, frustration, calm
The nth wrong choice
"The bridge is crossed so stand and watch it burn"

April

Not my favourite month but it is certainly an improvement from March. May June July August I am not going to allow myself to think of the future. It is tiring constantly reminding myself that I have to live in the moment and not waste time, regret, look back with only why?

I am starting to have more faith in people. I type and delete trying to turn my thoughts into coherent sentences and I give up

Suddenly,

I miss: listening to a language I do not understand, walking out in the cold, waking up every morning not knowing what to expect, eating homemade tako yaki and yakisoba, my vocabulary being limited to いっぱい　and　寒い and other simple words.

When How Maybe

One day,

One day, I might try taking the last train home and sitting on the empty platform when everyone else has left.

I think my eyesight is getting worse than it already is; I have developed a love for surfing the net in the dark.

Who is Natalie? Are Leonard's memories real? Or do they belong to someone else? Who is Teddy, really?

My favourite paragraph in the world

"First, there was the earth without anything alive on it. For billions of years this ball was spinning with its sunsets and its waves and the sea and the noises, and there was no thing alive to appreciate it. Can you conceive, can you appreciate or fit into your ideas what can be the meaning of a world without a living thing on it? We are so used to looking at the world from the point of view of living things that we cannot understand what it means not to be alive, and yet most of the time the world had nothing alive on it." - Feynman

TY Janis for: Where do immaterial things (memories, sounds) go after they are lost? / How do you define 'here'?

Lately life has been work piano sleep on repeat mode and it's time to change to a different tune but where has the stop button gone to

My favourite scale is C# minor and I really hate F# minor

Out of sorts
In the dark, here, now. There is nowhere else I'd rather be.

I like songs starting with R