I'm supposed to be studying bio now but I just saw the third season of Gossip Girl on the papers 'chuck and blair madly in love and adjusting to their new in-a-relationship status' I know I should never have opened the papers

The Aftermath

Moments like this will make you realise you're on your own. I'm sure everyone would rather mug for their prelims than lIsten to me ramble on about... It's coming in four days and yet I'm wasting time on.. This. It's no use crying over spilled milk, and I have to stay strong in order to get away from everything and everyone. After all, what doesn't kill you will only make you stronger.

I don't know what I'm doing these days. I feel... More dead than alive, maybe. Studying? I would be floating on air, wishing I was somewhere else. Focused? Light years from it. Motivated? A thing of the past. Maybe this is the consequence of having dreams that were long dead. Wait, maybe those weren't even in my possession in the first place.

Oh, and happy birthday a month early.