May

May is almost over - almost a month since exams ended. I don't have much to write about anymore, except for my experiences, people I've met up with, life in general. Spent some magical time at Sentosa, met up with old friends, worked my ass off (and am very grateful for YR and DD who were with me), tried making some brownies. Yesterday I happened to see someone I used to know, and she reminded me of the self who existed a few years back.

We were fighting a lot lately, and I kept questioning myself, us, you. Maybe they were signs pointing us in the right direction, somewhere we could no longer see after taking us for granted. You said that some fights serve to strengthen, others leave a scar so deep it takes time to get used to each other again. Maybe you are right. In my mind, you are always here. I can no longer imagine myself without you. It is quite a sad thought.

Dear fairy, I want to make more happy memories with you.