We are all alone in this world

No matter who you have - friends, family, or even someone you love - ultimately you're all alone in this world. It just hit me in this moment, with the lightning flashing in my face and thunder booming outside.. When you're sad who will you let to carry your tears away, or if you're happy who will truly be happy for you? Who will share your thoughts, and make sure you never feel lonely again?

I guess this is it. Thnks Fr Th Mmrs

My dream is to fly like a bird without legs. My nature is to stay put and tie myself down to everything, even hopeless things.

I really hate this feeling. Feeling so disappointed and frustrated and knowing maybe this isn't exactly forever. Hating that somehow, I know that maybe this will lead to something bigger, something drastic. I'm so unhappy now.

Some random needs/wants: black stockings, frilly tops, gold nail polish, a wicked smile, and the strength to face the next two weeks.

I need to remember that I don't have enough time for myself, and to stop giving you all that's remaining - what I need to breathe and remind myself that I'm alive.