After awhile, you stop trying so hard

Ignore once but can you ignore forever?

Reading The Alchemist for the third time in the hope that I can find the answers I'm looking for. Spent the afternoon revisiting Mozart, part stumbling over the keys and part reveling in the fact that I could once play those sonatas. It's nice to have my Saturdays to myself again (Y)

Not going to break the promise of not setting any expectations for myself this year. It is nice floating in this haze not knowing what I'm doing yet feeling calm... Until reality sets in that is.

Maybe maybe maybe

Past and present collide

INABILITY TO FOCUS / AIM-LESS

“Love is never any better than the lover. Wicked people love wickedly, violent people love violently, weak people love weakly, stupid people love stupidly, but the love of a free man is never safe. There is no gift for the beloved. The lover alone possesses his gift of love.”
The Bluest Eye, Toni Morrison